“And after you have suffered a little while, the
God of all grace, who has called you to his eternal glory in Christ, will
himself restore, confirm, strengthen, and establish you.” - 1 Peter 5:10.
I am by no means a perfect man. Some days it
would be hard to call me good. I have my daily struggles. Some days I come out
on top of those struggles, some days I don’t. But by the grace of God, I am
able to get up every morning and start another day anew.
How I have come to know Christ hasn’t been very
spectacular. There haven’t been any near death experiences, any major crises
that opened my eyes to the Lord. It has been more of a slow build up. Like God
has always been there, just waiting for me to make the turn toward him. And I
believe that he has always been
there, watching me make mistake after mistake, seeing me miss clue after clue.
Each time he has shown me the kind of grace that can only come from the Lord
himself.
Like it says in 1 Peter, “…after you have
suffered a little while…” we will be restored by his grace. Like I said before,
I haven’t had to suffer very much. I have been incredibly fortunate to be
brought up in a home with loving parents who are still together. I am happily married
to the love of my life and my best friend. Life has been pretty good to me. So
the suffering that is talked about in that verse, at least for me, has been
internal. I’ve always known about
God. I was raised in the church. But I had never really known him. And at a
certain point in my life, I think I was about 21 and getting close to
graduating from college, I could tell that something was missing. I would come
home on weekends and go to church with my parents and just sit there thinking,
“Why do I feel like this? Why do I feel empty?” And after struggling with these
feelings for months, God showed up in the form of a guy. This guy had come to
our fraternity chapter meeting saying that he worked for the campus ministries
program and he wanted to start a small bible study with anyone in my fraternity
who was interested. Needless to say, this had “work of the Lord” written all
over it. So I decided to jump in. And when I did, it was like my eyes had been
opened for the first time. He told us that being a Christian is more than just
going to church, being a nice guy, and following the rules. To be a follower of
Christ means having an active, fulfilling relationship with him, and that the
Lord wants us to pursue him and to love him as he pursues and loves us.
And it was then that the void that I had began
to fill. I realized that no matter how much I screwed up, he will always love
me. That if I would confess my sins to him, he would forgive me. And to know
that there is someone who loves me that much, someone that shows me that much grace…it makes serving him on a daily
basis that much easier.
As I said at the beginning of this post, I am
not a perfect man. None of us are. And we must strive to become more like him
every single day. We must strive to be better friends, better husbands, better
fathers, and better men. And without the grace of God, we’re dead in the water.
It is a daily struggle, but with the Lord on our side, there is nothing that
can defeat us.
How did you come to know Christ?
Was it a slow build or a sudden jolt?
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This was a guest post by Caleb Reeves.
Caleb lives in Spanish Fort, AL. He spends his
time with his beautiful wife and two dogs, doing as much fishing as possible
and living life one day at a time. He is taking each day as an opportunity to
become a better man of God.
Caleb, this was a great post and testimony! I really appreciate you being open and willing to take your faith and knowledge to another level with writing.
ReplyDeleteWhat I got out of this post was now that we are Men of God, it is our turn to become that man that other men look up to. It is part of our responsibility to help those that need help. We should look forward to this challenge!
I agree completely! Just as I had someone that showed me, through his actions, how to begin to grow my relationship with Christ, I am striving to do the same thing for other men.
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